Saturday, September 27, 2008

Mixed feelings

Today is that kind of days that you want that ends faster. Why? because you feel something in your heart, deep inside. I'm happy because I'm in home. I've cold. I'm leaving things, people, feelings... behind. Why? beacuse this is necesary for me, for my future, for my dreams. I'm excited, I really want to live a lot of new things, for example, I want to see the snow, want to see the the wonders of the world, I want.... pffff so many things...

This give to me a lot of mixed feelings, happiness, sadness, love, lonely.... I think that this is because I'm changing things in my life, I'm focusing in achieve my dreams. Then you have to leave some things, is like when you grew up, you left your toys behind.... I felt this before, but then I didn't have the strength to face it... and I fell... Now is different, I can face them, and go ahead!!!

I cannot be sure if I'm so strong to do it, if not, I will learn a lot of things, in other case I will be happy because the few things that I lived before theached me the important things in life!. Only when you know the important things in life you can face them, listen to your heart, and if the thing is important you can fight for it. It's like Steve Jobs said, "As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it, and like any great relationship it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking. Don't settle." If I fail, I've to keep looking for it, it could be a job, a friend, love.... whatever it takes, whatever it be, just keep looking...

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