Friday, September 26, 2008

Close to leave....

I've three days to enjoy home... three days to be in Bogotá... three days to leave.....

It's time to prepare my suitcase, time to pack the gifts, time to say goodbye again.... now, what's different? is not the same story of few months ago?. For me the answer is no, because I'm a different person. Living in home, for two weeks, I discover that I'm a different person, when I left home, eigth months ago, my ID said that I had 22 years, but now I'm convinced that I was 19-20. Now I'm 23, and I feel like a 23 age person :). Now I'm a independent person, that is living his life, that in each step is closer to his dreams. Although I have fears, I've the strength to face them, to solve them. The future is not here yet, the past has gone, the only that we have now is this day.... and I'm going to live each day of my live, always trying to achieve my dreams.

As they said in the AIESEC office, change is the only thing that is permanent. I changed a lot during this months, and I will change more... Talking to friends I realized that I don't want to live a boring life, of course that at some point I will..., get married, have children, work, be older..... etc. That is not bad for me, but now is not the time. Then, what's next? travel, work and study! This is for sure. I want to do that, the next question is: will I do it alone? I hope no. Relationship is something that I don't have clear... months ago I was sure... but A series of Unfortunate events change a lot of things in my life. Hope that when I will be in Santo Domingo again I can resolve my doubts, its really difficult to sleep well when your brain is thinking a lot....

In few days I will be traveling back to my actual home. I hope to be strong to face all the things, to be prepared to fall down, but the most important thing, be prepared to wake up and keep living my life.

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